I Still Love You

Dear sweetheart.,

Everyday, every moment that goes by I think of you. My brain tells me to give
up, but my heart says I can't stop loving you. I spend all day, dreaming of the
moment you would call to say you feel the same way. As much as I try to
pretend, the truth is I can't stop loving you. I don't know how to stop.

I will cherish the moments we have spent together, from our very first kiss to
our last. I miss the way you kiss me, the way you look at me and rub my face, I
miss you calling me by stupid pet names (because you know it gets on my
nerves), I miss

you missing me, I miss everything about you, I miss our phone conversations and
the way we would spend hours talking about our countries and the way we grew
up. But most of all I miss my best friend.

I will place the moments we've shared together in a time capsule and hide it in
the most secret place of my heart. And maybe 20 years from now, if or when we
meet again, maybe then we can both open the capsule together and be reminded

of our wonderful friendship.

Gosh, my life stinks! I mean you finally meet the right gal and she's not
available for you. I'm in love with you but I can't be with you.

But, I got to tell you for the first time in months I can finally smile because
although you didn't say much the last time you called I knew you still cared.

You can keep on denying it you can keep hiding from it. But trust me you are
only lying to yourself. Everyday I ask myself why ... why do I feel this way?
Why can't I stop loving you? Then it dawned on me ... you put voodoo on me!
Just kidding.

Before I go I want you to know that you will always have a special place in my
heart, and like I've said many times before, I do not regret anything we've
done. The only thing I regret is you telling me you love me because since then
you have given me nothing but the cold shoulders.

Please don't be scared I want nothing but your friendship, well ... I do want
more but I am willing to settle. I am not trying to make you feel bad or push
you further away. I am just trying to make you understand what's in my heart.

I love you with all my heart ... and I will always love you, .

Love always,

You Know Who! Rite?