Love From Loyal
Dear sweetheart
Love from loyal. Hope this letter finds you and your loved
ones in good health. Here my foster mum and my baby girl
are fine. However I'm certainly not in good form b'coz of
your absence. You and your presence means nearly
everything to me in this world and without it my life is
just, so empty. And that's no matter how many years I have
to
wait I'll do it, because the day that we'll get married I'll
know that all our efforts have finally paid off. Sweetheart
thanks
for replyin. I must admit it was a pretty big letter, and as
I was reading I noticed that, whatever I write in my letters
to
you, you seem to take it pretty serious. No offence, but
whatever I write to you, I don't mean it in a serious kind
of way.
Now you might think that, that when I write (I love you and
all the nice stuff) that I don't mean it, but fortunately I
do.
Sweetheart I think you've gotta see things through a better
angle, in other words you've gotta be more positive than
being negative. Plz don't me telling you all this. I'm not
trying to be smart with you, I'm only telling you this b'coz
I've
experienced it all, and I've learned from it and besides
only people that will correct you, are or will be those that
love
you or care for you, or both in my situation.
I also received your romantic greeting card. The card was
great but even greater than that was the way, that you
finished it (i.e sheelu sequeira). I must say I really
appreciate your initiative and trust towards me, and I hope
the bond
grows stronger and stronger basically until it's invincible.
Sheelu I have never loved someone as much as I love you.
Plz note that when I come to India next year, the first
thing I'm going to do when I find you is, come towards you,
hug
you really hard and then for a perfect finish, I'll kiss you
on your warm, juicy lips. And I don't care if I have to do
this in
front of your parents, my friends, college or public I will
do it, and that's the bottom line coz loyal sequeira said
so!!! It's
gonna be your luck if, I find you away from your parents.
Next year I'm gonna make sure that, I have the best time
b'coz
you owe it all to me baby, since I didn't even kiss you the
last time. So be prepared that's all I can say!!! How is
deepa,
santosh, colin, bablu, savio, shoaeb, ruby and mary? Convey
my Christmas/new year wishes and my love and
regards. Tell mary that I am very sorry about the other day
about the blank call.
Sheelu I wanna tell you the story about suzi mum. Sheelu one
day suzi's mum called my dad up, and she asked my
dad, "if there would be any possibility of me marrying her
stupid daughter", I know all this b'coz my dad, first told
me
what she was saying when I was with my dad for a couple of
hours to stamp my visa, and then he asked me "if I was
interested in marrying her". I was speechless, I couldn't
believe that, that bitch still couldn't get enough of my dad
after
all the problems she fuckin created. The only reason she
wants me to marry her stupid daughter is b'coz she knows
that from being a cheap hoer she can now be my mother in-law
and then slowly she can take over my mum's place
and be my fuckin mother itself. If that bitch is dreaming to
be my mum well there is certainly no way that I'm gonna let
this happen. Sheelu you know I don't care a rat's ass for
suzi and that stupid bitch. Excuse my language but I really
don't find any better way of describing her. She's lost all
that respect I had for her, the only respect I'll ever pay
in their
family is for roy (who is expired), Cynthia, Clavin, Colin
and their mum. I'm telling you all this b'coz in the future
if
something happens between me and that bitch I don't want you
to be surprised. I think it's better if you know in
advance, how much I hate her. Also I want you to know that
there is no way I'll marry any girl, other than you. I've
told
my dad about you and he doesn't mind, as long as we are both
serious about it.
Sheelu as a favour I don't want you to be writing me stories
about these bunch of morons who seem to be fancying
you, b'coz let's face it you and I both know that, I can't
do anything about it b'coz I'm not in India. Take; for
example, if a
similar situation is happening with me, you know you
wouldn't be able to do anything about it b'coz you are not
present
here and I would be a big eejit for telling you the
situation b'coz all that will do is give you more stress and
make you
feel helpless. And I certainly don't wanna feel helpless.
Here is a bit of advice maybe if you wanna listen to, next
time
when these morons try to tease you or anything, just go up
to them and ask them nicely to stop and even then if they
don't listen I say just ignore them. Sheelu it's mostly up
to you on how you deal with them, and if my advice isn't any
good ask for someone else's and I most probably think you'll
end up hearing the same answer. However if I was in
India ,I hardly think something like this would even happen.
So advice is all I can give, b'coz I'm not in India.
Sheelu I've made an exception on you having to take my
permission to touch me. I read your letter and I thought
about
it, and then I realised that how an earth are we ever gonna
make a baby if we have to take permission from each other.
Wright!!! Speaking of babies I do hope you know how to make
one b'coz all I know is that two people get on the bed,
the guy shakes the bed and then the girl gets scared and
starts yelling and shaking it as well, and finally when they
get
tired god looks if they have made a good effort or not and
based on that he provides a foetus in you tummy, and after
nine month it comes out. In our case I think it will take
you six months b'coz the minute we get on the bed I'm gonna
give my best shot in shaking the bed really hard. I was
talking to deepa one day and she was telling me that if
would
take them five years b4 they get a baby, will you ask deepa
if it is b'coz colin didn't try hard enough. Sweetheart I'm
really not good at biology, I hope the methods mentioned
above are correct, b'coz if not then we can experiment it
together the right way when I come to India.
Sweetheart my e-mail id is loyalsequeira@yahoo.com. Sheelu
when you surf on the internet the next time, go on to
www.yahoo.com and then click MAIL which is to your right
from the yahoo initials, then a page will appear asking for
your yahoo id which is sheelusequeira and your password is
Westside. Sheelu your e-mail address is
sheelusequeira@yahoo.com. Sheelu I am really sorry to say
but I won't be able to chat to you on the internet b'coz
it's
a waste of time and nothing else. I've always hated the idea
of chatting ,I don't know if you realise it but majority of
people that chat are a bunch of Muppets, they lie about
their age, their looks etc, and people fallin for it are
worse. So
that option is wiped off, however if you do wanna stay in
contact when you go to goa you can write to me if it's o.k
with
you or we have to deal with it the way it is. And plus I'ts
not gonna be the end of the world if we won't be able to
communicate for three bloody months.
Sweetheart here's a time table I've made for when I'll be
able to receive your call's and a time table for what days
I'd be
able to call. I'm making this time table b'coz I just hate
to disappoint you, when I'm not able to talk to you just
b'coz I'd
be sittin in a middle of a class.
timings I can receive calls (indian time)
Monday
between 11.30 till 12.30/15.30 till 15.45/17.30 till18 0
till 18.00
Tuesday
between 11.30 till 12.30/15.30 till 15.45/17.30 till18 0
till 18.00
Wednesday
between 11.30 till 12.30/15.30 till 15.45/17.30 till18 0
till 18.00
Thursday
between 11.30 till 12.30/15.30 till 15.45/16.30 till 19.00
Friday
between 11.30 till 12.30/15.30 till 15.45/16.30 till 23.00
Saturday
whole day whole day whole day whole day whole day
Sunday
whole day whole day whole day whole day whole day
timings when I can call (indian time)
Monday
between 11.30 till 12.30
Tuesday
Wednesday
between 11.30 till 12.30
Thursday
Friday
between 11.30 till 12.30/ and after 22.30
Saturday
whole day whole day
Sunday
whole day whole day
Sheelu whenever I think of the conversation that we had over
the phone about the poem from "mann" I cant stop
giggling. While writing it I really thought you wouldn't kop
on, but sure it doesn't matter whether if the poem was from
the movie "mann" or from my mann as long as it's true. Have
you got any plans for Christmas? Any idea what santa is
getting you for Christmas? I'm getting a camera phone from
my parents,35kg weightlifting set from my foster mum and
other small things. Sweetheart on Christmas eve I want to
call you, so it's up to you to arrange for a number where I
can call up and wish you a merry Christmas. Here me and few
others lads have planned a session for the 26 of
December, which means drink until you get locked out of your
head. I hope you have good plans as well b'coz I want
you to enjoy your Christmas as well.
Before I forget no one calls my baby girl leah a bitch.
Right!!! You can't even call her baby girl b'coz that's what
I call
her, to you she is only leah. Understand!!! Sweetheart
plenty more to write, but that can wait until next time.
Sweetheart ending this letter with warm wishes to your
parents and your loved ones